my place of refuge was strangely at the streets!

is there a shift taking place?  we, the believers are trying to build a comfortable place for the people outside to come in ... strangely, today, i found my place of refuge at the back lane in geylang ...   i was getting really tired and frustrated cos i needed a place to space out but found none.  i had texted some people to see if i could chill out at their office but since i didnt get a reply, i tried hanging out at some of the coffee shops but just couldnt find solace anywhere ... not sure why but then i decided maybe i should go to the back lanes to see the girls (perhaps to while my two hours away) and strange as it sounds, it was there that i suddenly left that i could let my hair down and just be myself. yes, i went to grab a chair and sat down with the girls and perhaps cos of my body language, the girls just left me on my own too ... weird ... i sat for a while until the pimps came out and then i left!   strange as it may sound - i wonder if the Lord is doing something ... could it be that He is now integrating the two groups ... while i found a refuge place somewhere else later, i was amused that today, the place that i could really relax and be totally free was at the back lane in geylang ... huh