this young doctor's sharing touched my heart when he said, pls remind me if i ever forget ...   i guess likewise, if i ever forget the promises God made to me, pls remind me.... if i ever forget the promises i made to Him, pls remind me.  i always feel that to start is so easy.  yet to finish it well, boy that takes guts, endurance and perseverance.   my ex boss, a non believer, told me just now - dont work too hard.  from a workacholic, it sounded weird!  yet because he repeated himself  a few times and after the x number of times i teared, i knew the Lord must be saying something....  i guess for me, its come to a place where its easier to busy myself doing stuff for the Lord ... i am good at it so its fun and it makes me feel good :)  are these brownie points ?  i dont know except, one thing i know, the good is not always the best.  so what's the best for me this season?    i wonder, o i wonder why its so hard to return to sitting at the feet of Jesus - could it be because i have lost His presence?  i guess it all comes down to where my heart is.  its where my thoughts and feelings all began.  so if by chance the Lord lets you read this dead blog, pray for me.  pray that the dead in me will be resurrected.  pray that i will desire the better thing in life - to really go back to sitting at the feet of Jesus and to gaze at the beauty of who He truly is Jesus Help!