i wonder if anyone still reads us that we are now seemingly dead!  i wonder if all that we did and are doing will ever be recorded in the Book of Rememberance ... yes, i am emoting and pouting cos I cannot understand how a good God can allow such intense pain to be in people - I guess i did until i entered into the Santuary of the Lord and He showed me who He is ...   I finally am starting to understand psalm 73 where the psalmist vented until He entered into the House of the Lord and then He understood why it was ok to suffer for the Lord!  Infact, its more than ok - its an honour to be in the low position of helplessness cos its here that the Lord embraces you tightly!  Surely goodness and mercy will follow me all the days of my life ... even though i walk through the valley of the shadow of death, i will fear no evil cos His rod and staff they comfort me!   sl