PROMOTION IS COMING - BOW LOW 

 

to many of you, i keep 'boasting' that finally i will be going to the throneroom to see the face of Jesus ... (since most of you know that i live for one thing which is to see the face of Jesus and to really know His heart ... meaning that I WANT TO GO TO THE THRONEROOM TO SEE JESUS FACE TO FACE LIKE JOHN THE BELOVED DID!)

 

yet just now Holy Spirit revealed something to me which i so dont like ... hmmm .... the first nite of the Heidi Baker conference, i was at the altar contending for a face to face encounter when suddenly i saw a vision of someone in a very glorious vision - haha this is not someone from aon so of course i got frustrated... infact this is someone i think would probably say whatever!  when i tell him this vision haha  ... so of course being me, under the annointing i pouted ... (sigh, i guess this is why its possible even in the millenium when satan is bound, people would still turn away from Jesus)

 

anyhow, i was mulling about what happened just now and sulking when it suddenly hit me that promotion is bowing low ... promotion is inviting the very people in the streets whom would spit at me to my house for dinner ... promotion is loving the homeless and the tenth time they come and give me their grand stories (and at the back of my mind i am still thinking - be quiet in jesus name hahaha or sorry jesus pls help me love  cos i feel like smacking him) and you still feed him and repent until the Lord tenderises your heart and you are able to say with compassion bless you my brother ... promotion i guess is laying your life down for people, even your enemies ...yikes ... no wonder there is such a great divide between the greek and the hebrew mindset ... the greek is about building the tower of babel while the jewish mindset is to follow the shepherd who said - greater love has no man than this than a man laid his life down for his friend ...

 

no wonder i hate promotions ... no wonder the Lord sent aon here with no grand trumpets but just simple words to walk in the opposite spirit ...

 

so i say to You Jesus ... GRACE GRACE GRACE and change my heart!

sl