MA said in one of his replies that if you want to see Jesus on the cross on our wall, you need to get really low ... really really low ... JESUS HELP ME ESPECIALLY and the rest of us in aon to get really really low - i know this is what You are trying to do with me and i am fighting with You cos i think You are grrrrrr ... sigh Lord, make me willing to say yes cos presently, even my spirit is not willing - so what more the flesh ... yet Lord, i know by Your grace, You are more than able! so MAKE ME WILLING PLS!!!!!